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Da Count – notions realized.

31 May

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It’s a haze at first and over time percolates enough for you to commit it to paper. Strings of words with questionable rhyme endings. You work on it some more. A tune arrives and you continue reworking so that it scans just right. Then it arrives in a realized form you listen to it and are actually amazed that the whole thing works. It happened to me this week…. songs from Frogway professionally recorded were sent to me. A private pride welled within and brought tears to my eyes. It may not mean much to anyone else but me at the moment but it’s my count for the week. Can’t share any at the moment as things are still under exclusive production wraps… but as soon as they are off you’ll be able to hear them here. Until then… just do what you’re feeling.

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a little more intense than first anticipated…

30 May

… but getting there. So, it’ll be a little quiet around here for a while. But things are plugging along nicely. Though I can say I got anf email… the contents brought me to tears. But it’s all good. Details to come.

Cheers!

 
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O.K…. perhaps Thursday then…

29 May

… as I am still at it.

In the meantime, if you are looking for a good read – Kill the Goat – pretty damn exceptional.

 
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Busy creating…

28 May

… for a deadline. See y’all Wednesday.

There’s lots of other stuff to check out below… if you haven’t already yet.

 
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inner dialogue

27 May

: I really want to!
: I understand… but we know that patience has always done well by us.
: So, has action.
: Always tempered with thought… our successes have always been backed by that.
: What happened to spontaneity? We have been successful with that too, haven’t we?
: Yes, but all our quick assertive decisions were always arrived at through the balance of logic and a calculation of probability.
: Still a gamble.
: Calculated nevertheless.
: Hmmm…
: What is that “hmmm.. ” all about?
: Nothing.
: “Hmmm… you’re being a spoilsport hmmm?”
: It’s just a “hmmm…”
: Sure?
: Promise.
: O.K.
: So, we wait?
: Look, it’s not time wasted while knowledge is actively being acquired.
: I suppose. So, what we have now is what we work with?
: Yes, it is still new… we are still learning.
: And once we have figured how it works… then what?
: Then we can determine if what we want is truly a need or just an extravagance. Besides, we should never deprive ourselves of our most effective creative trigger.
: Limitation.
: Precisely.
: Ironic.
: Totally.
: What about the gut?
: It has it’s place… but not this time. So, are we in agreement?
: Done. (pause) So, why is there the perception out there that we are not reasonable?
: Beats me.

 
 

Hmmm…

26 May

TIME WASTERS:

1. That’s a LOT of Pork!
2. Food Timeline

SUBJECT LINES FROM EMAIL SPAM THIS MORNING
These all appeared in my spam folder in order… and if you read them one after another a strange logic begins to emerge.

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The annual Terrace block sale.

2 streets south of where I live this annual event was in full swing this morning. I could hear early vultures gather as early as 5 in the AM.

Actually, the Terrace sale marks the end of block sale season in the hood. just about every street here has one. It usually begins in mid-April and runs till Memorial weekend. Terrace Avenue is the grand-daddy of all the block sales here and features over 4 blocks of stuff from nicks to nacks to powerboats.

It’s quite the fun excursion on a Saturday morning and if you are a deal-finder you could score quite the bargain. Yeah, the vanishing point in the above picture is about 2 blocks.


Teeming with folk the usually quiet neighborhood gets just that side of wacky once a year. Below is a slide show of my impressions of this morning.


I of course went in search of food and came home to stuff my face with pork tamales and eggrolls with a little chillie garlic sauce on the side.

BURP!

BTW… pics were taken with my latest toy… er… equipment… not bad, huh?

Is that enough of a weekend read? Now go out and burn some meat, eat some watermelon… or something.

 
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Da Count – dementia & memory loss

25 May

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Granted these are strange things to count. They relate to my Mum who is going through it now. Let me explain. For a few years I worried that she was going to shuffle off this mortal coil as a sad and bitter person. Until about a year ago… this would have been the case. But something gradually happened in this process… her feelings and memories of “not being given a fair shot” began to slowly erase. For the most part it has been replaced by a sweetness and gratitude.

I use to stock the fridge with 5 gallon tubs of ice-cream… that she would devour in 3 days or less. I had to stop this as it was causing water retention and swelling up her feet. When I told her this last week she claimed that a “little girl” would come into the house 5 or 6 times a day to eat the ice cream. I couldn’t help but smile at this. I guessed that the combination of dementia and memory loss had conjured up the little tomboy she used to be. The one who used to climb trees in her grandfather’s house and get into all sort of scraps. The same one who loved home-made hand churned ice cream that was a specialty of my great grandfather who whipped up a batch every Saturday afternoon.

She is pretty lucid (or at least appears to be) for the most part. Now I am mindful that the combination of memory loss and dementia mixes in past, present and yearning into one clump. Yes, there are other aspects of her condition that continue to be challenging. Though for now what her brain is pulling and mixing in with the present are some of the happier memories of her childhood… and that is definitely worth counting. So now, once a week she gets a treat of ice-cream… not a 5 gallon tub… but maybe a quart on a Saturday afternoon.

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it’s 5 AM…

24 May

… and I’m up looking at the first glow of the day begin to warm the sky. The pollen count was so high yesterday that I carried a numb headache for most of it… though it was evident at rehearsal last night that I was not alone. Hopefully today will bring some relief… but that may be too much to ask.

There has been a constant no-show at Suicide Lounge rehearsal… sad as it may be is not really surprising. We move on.

Supplies have been stocked up again. The big find were yellow mangos… the kind I grew up eating in Malaysia. (Third row down… second from the right.) This was the local variety that was commonly found. The flavors were not as intense as others but no less delicious. I also spotted the sour green mangos but demurred from buying any this time. It’s my favorite. I can just eat one of those with a little dab of salt. An uncle of mine had a tree of those in his front yard that seemed always laden with fruit. Great for pickling and brining.

There was a time growing up when a dwarf mango tree of an exotic variety (anything but local) growing in one’s front yard was quite the status symbol back home. If one was invited over for dinner it was a guarantee that one would be lead to the plant by the proud owner. He would then tell of his great adventure acquiring and growing it. Of course, it was quite the insult if one didn’t admire it and say something like, “Wow, you are very lucky. That variety is tough to find/grow here.” This would fill the owner with beaming pride and you would be promised a fruit as soon as they were ripe. I wonder if this trend still survives.

I’ve always thought of the mango as a very sexy fruit. The shape. the taste, the aroma… something very earthy about it all. Today, I plan on skinning and slicing the ones I found and chilling them in the fridge for a bit. Then, after lunch I will quietly indulge myself… savoring the sweet tartness of paradise.

EDIT: Images of my walk to the store and back this morning. OK, they may not be as interesting as Zonthar’s recent travelogue to the British Isles or as fascinating as Cosima’s Hong Kong adventures… but hey, they are pictures! Something to look at, right? Anyway, I usually bike to the store… today I walked. Feel free to click on them for larger sizes.

This is the path that began the journey. ::swell of music – theme from Lawrence of Arabia::


I ran into my friend and neighbor Chef Tony. We chatted a bit then we both went our separate ways. BTW it was his day off.

Ah… it’s being sold. Jeffery Dahmer’s mother used to live here… really! She was here when news of him being offed in prison came. The neighbors were very protective and parked their cars on the street so that the News vans couldn’t camp out in front.


One of the oldest gas stations in the big No. It’s actually designated as a historical landmark. Was once the “last chance gas” places before you hit the wilderness heading north. I love that the old ice room and pumps are still here.



This used to be on the edge of the wilderness… now it leads to one of the upscale old neighborhoods in mid town.

One of my favorite signs.

Mural with tagging on the side of the store.

Lion guarding a 4-plex.

One of my favorite adobe styled houses on my block.

There you have it. Oh yeah… I got cookies and milk. Oh, and I can’t wait till tomorrow… just saying. ::swell of music again as screen goes to dark and credits roll::

 
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I miss not going to…

22 May

… the local java joint. Perhaps if I get my chores done early tomorrow I will. The whether is perfect right now and it would be nice to see the gang for a bit.

All the old routines I used to engage in have shifted dramatically. I’m not complaining… this shift was necessitated by circumstance. Actually, I don’t miss the old too much… but a break from the present would be refreshing. Just for a change of pace if nothing else.

I wasn’t as distracted today and did some needed cleanup around the house. These simple accomplishments made me feel a load better. Yes, there is a lot more to be accomplished and I’ll take focused stabs for a couple of hours every day until I feel that the “unnecessaries” have been discarded. Lots of those around here at the moment. How and why do we accumulate all this stuff?

Like… why do I have 6 trench coats? Yes, I am a bit of a fan of noir… and Bogey does cut a fine figure in one… but 6 trench coats? Down the line I’ll probably ask the same question about the piths I presently treasure.

Anyway, even after these accomplishments I was still not quite focused… so I popped in The Red Violin and watched it again. I quite enjoyed it again. of late I’ve once again taken up to watching movies in my DVD collection. Something I haven’t done in over 6 months.

Hmmm… perhaps something with Bogart tomorrow.

 
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I felt so distracted today…

21 May

… I did the laundry twice. At least I know the clothes are doubly clean now. I really don’t like being distracted. Though it could be argued that dealing with any sort of creative activity is actually a form of mega-distraction… at least within the conventional world. When one is in the frenzy of a creative project there actually is purpose to the distraction. Not like today… it was useless distraction all around… except for really clean clothes.

A friend recently commented that I have the patience of Job. I do. It’s a trait that I inherited from my father. The common logic shared was that fretting, nagging and stressing over something that is not in one’s control didn’t make it move any faster. There are exceptions to the rule though… tardiness and flakiness. That’s just inconsiderate and plain rude. The irony is that I live in a state where “Dude, I flaked.” is actually considered a legitimate excuse.

Mum Update: She’s been doing pretty well over the last few days. I think getting breakfast to her earlier in the mornings may have something to do with it. Though in certain quarters I know I’m still being judged with not doing enough for her… but that ain’t my problem.

Well, I think that takes care of the randomness for today. Now to catch the season finale of “Heros“.

 
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